I've been feeling so blue for the last couple of monthsand though I knew the reason I just couldn't seem
to find a solution to my state of mind.I tried to hide it with promises of love
but all I did was much more harm;then I tried to bury my grief with lust
but that just does not seem to work on its own on me.I decided I just had to be myself, though
I did not know who that was anymore.And as I did some soulsearching I finally see
that everything that's inside of meis all I have to be.
Now that I can live with my own self I find you,and what am I supposed to do?
I can't help myself and wonderare you the cure I've been looking for?
Because you just set a part of methat's been hiding from me all along,
and now I feel so hopeful and scared...So hopeful and so scared...
I am glad I can feel these things again,I was starting to think I was dead inside
and now you show me I was just asleep.Just waiting for your kiss to wake me up
to life again, to feeling my bones burning inside.I can't really describe how good I feel
and how amazingly afraid I am right now...I do wish I could read your mind too,
or maybe your heart and see if there's a place for me.I'm just scared of going too deep
and once there realize you are not there too,I've been there before and I don't know
how many times I can do it againwithout getting seriously damaged.
I already am, you know, damaged big time,and all I want is to feel good again,
gain some trust and find someoneI can call of my own...
Are you willing to stay here with me?Can you fix me? Will you let me try
to fix you too? I may be quite good at it.Let me fix you. You may try to fix me if you want.
I think you might be just what I need... But am I what you need?